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Lights fade and bulge and fluxuate behind the twitching lids.
Dreams morph and twist and envelop his mind,
You can see she's back again.

She's short and slight with painted eyes,
Her skin is quite translucent.

But she only exists in this brief subconcious,
And he'll forget her once he wakes.

Lost in time and space, remembered only in this hour.
He'll kiss her and cry and promise to be faithful.

But she can already feel him slipping, and the lust will return.
She'll diminish back into herself.

And tomorrow, when he looks out the window of the bus, he'll see a girl standing in the middle of the road, alone.
Their eyes will lock, and she'll smile.

There'll be the shortest flash of memory in his mind. But he won't look twice.

He's already forgotten.

Because she's the one he looks at, and the one he never sees.

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People do hate very, very easily don't they? Especially on the internet, if they don't know you. It really doesn't take much at all, a stray word or comment. The things they're willing to say are incredible, you know they'd never do anything like that if you spoke in person. Can you really judge someone from such a small piece of information? You don't know me, and it's likely you never will. But here, if it helps to regain your humanity, at least know this; I have crippling anorexia. My BMI is 15, I have a waist size less than the average british eight year old. I don't want you to pity me. But isn't it funny the things you find out when you take the time to understand someone?

I'm not soliciting drugs to minors, I don't own a pedophile network and I'm not trying to scam anybody. I posted photos that weren't mine, and instead of sending hate messages to me over bloody deviantart, grow some balls and take care of a problem that actually has some relevance in your life. I'm corrupting the art community? Chill out. Maybe you would've, but there's other people who'd never have seen those photos if they hadn't been put up. They deserve to be shared.

Stop being silly. I haven't killed anyone. Maybe if you spent this kind of energy on something important we could all acomplish some kind of good in the world.

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:iconhero-for-the-lost:
Actually, as a girl who is magoring in psychology and eating disorders, if you had 'anorexia' you wouldnt KNOW it. People with this disease do not diagnose themselves with it and almost 99.9% of the time demand and scream they are fine.
Do some lovely research before you say you have it. I had it, took two years of hard therapy before i even comprehended i had it.

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Mood: Neutral !MissusSmudge Sep 21, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
Is a doctors certificate evidence enough? I'm pro Ana, I don't see this thing primarily as a disorder, more a lifestyle. But of course, you'd obviously know more about me than I do.

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Well i think some people just like to say they have it to see a reaction.

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!MissusSmudge Sep 23, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
And that makes it fair to base everyone you don't know on that minority?

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~Elphabla Jul 5, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Okay, I'm going to make this real simple;
1) You cannot post these pics because they violate dA policy (you know, the one you agreed to when you signed up for this account)

2) Deviant means a unique or cutting-edge. It does NOT mean law-breaker or thief.

3) Some of these images may be copyrighted, meaning you could be breaking federal law by posting them as your own (which was also mentioned in the dA terms & agreement policy)

4) No, you have no committed murder or sold drugs. You have stolen art. Would you like a medal?

5) If you want to let other people see these pictures, try photobucket. That website is literally created for such a purpose as to share pictures.


Have a nice day :)

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`FractalEyes Jun 24, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
You might be anorexic (I have found that people who steal photos also tend to be liars) but that does not give you the right to post other people's photos without their permission. Are there bigger problems in the world? Of course, but rather than contributing to the wrongness even in a small way, why don't you grow some balls and do the right thing - remove the photos that are not yours. The world will never be a better place as long as people like you keep pointing to the "big" problems as an excuse for their unacceptable behavior.

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Take my word, you'll be banned before this weeks end.

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I only hope to survive the despair.
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*Funk-Metal-Alchemist Jun 19, 2011  Student Photographer
"but there's other people who'd never have seen those photos if they hadn't been put up. They deserve to be shared." Quoted from you, that just might be an ok statement, if you maybe linked the original picture/web page? Ya know? That would justify yourself better.

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please don't feed the trolls :3

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